Kim's Work in Progress

A little bit of my life. Diet, dogs and the general well being of ME!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Ya Win Some, Ya Dim Sum

I was invited to have "Dim Sum" at the new Ranch 99 Market today. 


I've never had Dim Sum.


What IS Dim Sum?


So they tell me that it's little servings of little food items...like appetizers.  That sounded perfect, so I went.


I arrive to the Ranch 99 Market.  It's an Asian grocery store and the Dim Sum counter is sort of like the hot counter at your local Safeway...but the interesting and frustrating thing is that there are not any signs on any of the foods.  I was to get a styrofoam container and put what I wanted in it as I went down the line. 


I'm pointing and asking the smiling face behind the steam counter, "What's that??"  She is very patient with me as my face screws up at some of the descriptions.  It's all I can do to keep from saying, "Ew".


I picked 5 items and then she told me that I had to get 1 more to get the special price.  This would seem like a good thing, however, I struggled just to get through the 5 that I had in my container.  Okay.  I can do this.  Random pick of that shiny seeded thing in the back.  6 items for $5 even.  Really, a great bargain for lunch these days.


My friends were still at the counter getting their items (I'd hate to think that I slowed anyone down) so I was first to sit at the table with my plastic fork, 4 paper napkins and my styro that had 6 items of which I still wasn't too sure about.


I had something that looked like this:

All of the items were chopped meat in a doughy covering.  Steamed, fried, baked...I swear it was the same stuff, just shaped a little different.


Did I like it?  Eh.  I pulled the meaty substance out of the middles and chewed a little on the starchy parts.  Lots of sweetness in these otherwise savory items.  Being a child of a Korean, this didn't really appeal to my taste buds.  Me likey spicy.


The others were still chowing down when I politely, and demurely, covered my styro container that looked to still be full...honest, it was meatless at this point.  I excused myself and made like I was going to take my leftovers home.  When I was out of sight, I tossed it in the nearest trash. 


I walked the aisles of Ranch 99 and found myself with a jar of Cosmos brand Kimchee.  ONLY THE BEST that's on the market!  Under $4 for a jar of this stuff.  I also picked up some black sesame candy and some toasted seaweed.  As a kid, the seaweed and sesame candy were a big time treat to have.  I took a glance at the dried anchovies, but decided to pass.  I just don't think that I could eat them now as an adult.  As a kid, I ate loads of them...along with dried cuttle fish.  My mom used to call that stuff "fishy beef jerky". 


Coming back to the office with my bag of goodies was a good thing.  I just hope that nobody here in the office throws my kimchee away thinking that it's rotten...

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

44th Year...done

I'm officially 45.

Birthday time is usually a month long celebration for me, however this year, I wasn't really feeling it.  I suppose that it's because I've got this new puppy bundle that requires more attention than I've been used to.  How can I think of ME when HE has so many needs?  It makes sense. 

Year 44 was full of change.  Me no likey change.

I lost my beautiful best friend, Rosie the Golden, last July.  She was old.  It was time.  Regardless of the facts, it still breaks my heart to know that she is gone.  She'll never be replaced.

My boyfriend officially moved in with me.  I've lived alone for the majority of my life, so this was a big change.  It was a change that was for the best and I love playing house with my guy.  Now that he's been here for nearly a year, I can't imagine living without him. 

Typsie the Cat entered into our lives during my 44th year.  An 8 month old kitten that I rescued from HARP.  She is the most special kitty I've ever met and I love her.  She loves me.  It's a good thing.

I lost my silly boy dog, Bogie.  He went down so fast, I didn't have much time to accept the thought of losing him.  Lots of tears in a short period of time occurred.  Bogie was a simple boy that didn't like to cause much trouble.  He left this world in true Bogie Fashion.

Ozzie the Pup joined our family.  I can't express the gratitude that I have for Florence (breeder) for allowing me to be a part of her Golden family.  Thank you for making this happen, as I never would have thought that I'd have a puppy so soon after Bogie leaving. 

My weight changed, my finances changed, my furniture rearranged (first time in 14 years).  Lots of change.  And though I don't like change, I must say that all of this has been a great experience.  I've learned that change can result in good things. 

Year 44 was full of change and yet at the end of this year, I can't imagine it ending any other way.  A heart full of love and a new year ahead.  I wonder what changes will take place?

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Life is...

So many endings to that title come to mind.

Right now, I'm thinking "...a string of evolutionary changes."

Although I miss Rosie terribly, and I'd give all my worldly possessions to have her back as a healthy and strong dog, I must admit...I am happy.  Goodness, I feel terribly guilty for even typing that.  How can I be happy about losing my best friend?

I had spent so much time and energy on my sweet girl, I had let my own needs fall to the wayside.  Sigh.  I didn't realize it, but as my girl's health deteriorated, mine did too. 

Eating well and exercising were an ancillary event.  If there was time and energy left in the day, it happened.  If I had nothing left to give, it didn't.  Sadly, in the past two months, there wasn't much left.  I can't even imagine being a mother to children!  How do you gals do it and stay healthy...and keep your houses clean...and your significant others happy...and...and...and... 

Okay, so enough of what WAS, and on to what IS.  My exercise routine fell back into place quite easily (thank heaven) and I'm working on my healthy eating.  I'm no saint.  There was that freak moment today when I ate "loaded potato salad" at work.  I weighed out my turkey meatloaf tonight for dinner.  3 ounces is a serving.  Do you know what 3 ounces of turkey meatloaf looks like?  It looks like I'm still gonna be hungry after these two bites.  THAT's what it looks like.

But ya know what?  It was enough.  Starch and vegetable added and voila...a complete meal that was spot on for calories and maximum nutritional benefit. 

Life goes on, so celebrate the changes and embrace what goes right.  Baby steps for me.

Thursday, July 01, 2010

Saying Goodbye

There is something very symbolic and cathartic about turning dirt when someone special passes.  Rosie's spirit will leave her body in just a few hours, however her body will not be coming home with me.  I made this decision because I really do believe that the moment she takes her last breath, her spirit will take the form of wind. 

That being said, there will be nothing to bury.  This left me feeling a little lost.

While I was walking Ellie and Bogie on this bright summer morning, it came to me.  I would plant things.

Once we came home, I went down the road and bought a yellow rose to plant.  I could have simply put it in a pot, but in order to feel complete, I did all sorts of "dirt turning".  I found myself with piles of dirt everywhere. 

The front of the house.  The walkway.  The backyard. 

Piles of dirt that needed to be moved.  I transplanted, planted, trimmed, dug, swept and tossed soil.

Once I was done, I took Rosie around to show her everything. 

"See, this is your rose."  I clipped a little section of her hair and buried it in the soil.  As I was patting the soil where the locket of hair was, I was patting my sweet girl's head, telling her that I loved her very much. 

She is tired.  I am tired.

Soon, we will both be full of energy again. 

Goodbye Sweet Rose.  Mama loves you.

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

1000 calories per day...and other tidbits

I've got a plan.  Start date:  today.  End date:  July 9ish.  1000 calories per day (or thereabout) until I leave for Seattle.  I work great with a plan and do horrid with moderation.  I can't handle moderation.  Some day I'll learn and accept this concept.  For now, it's all or nothin' baby.  I don't have a number of pounds that I want to lose by that date...I just know that I'm gonna stick to this 1000 calorie thing.  Even on the weekends. 

Okay, and then there is the tidbit.  To start up a website to sell my doggie cookies or not?  Costs involved are the only thing stopping me.  I'm on Etsy right now Mama's Heart Cookie Company and am there with about a gazillion other homemade businesses.  FaceBook is fun, but I don't know that it is going to be terribly effective for gaining business.  Honestly, I think that word of mouth is my best method...carrying samples in my purse and handing them out to anyone that has a dog on a leash.  My furbabies love the leftovers and I'm not having to buy mass produced healthy treats. 

From my oven to their mouths.  A good thing.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Wednesday Night Dinner

Rosie has informed me (by turning her nose) that raw food is for wild animals. 

Okay, I can deal with that.  However, I have a freezer full of this mixture that I put together!  So I cooked the stuff and she said, very politely, "no thank you".  Luckily, the other two think that I'm the best mom in the world.  They love the stuff.  They also eat dirt...amongst other random things.

Rosie has decided that if it goes into my mouth, then it is good for her to have.  It can't just be on my plate.  She has to see me eat it.  Does this girl think that I'm going to slip her a mickey or something?

This means that I need to eat "clean". 

Tonight's recipe:  Barilla Plus pasta, cooked al dente (her preference, as well as mine).  Chicken cooked in white wine.  She likes wine.  I do too.  Asparagus, artichoke hearts and some Parmesan...all tossed together with black pepper and garlic powder.  It really was good and we shared.  She ate well and so did I. 

The Universe may be communicating to me through my dog.  It wouldn't surprise me.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I'm in Business!

Mama's Heart Cookie Company
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Mamas-Heart-Cookie-Company/128229057187205?ref=sgm


Yes, I'm doing it.  I am baking dog treats for the rich and famous.

Okay.  Maybe not the rich and famous, but most certainly for those that love their babies as much as I do.

They (those that are smarter than me...I...me???) always say, "do what you love and you'll be a success".  So I'm doing what I love.  Baking.  Who better to bake for than my babies and all of their cousins?

I have one signature cookie.  Anise and Sunflower Seed.  The dogs just love them and it's a unique flavor that CAN'T be found at Costco in a 4 pound box.  Of course I love Costco, but I don't want to compete with them!  I'm going to do seasonal flavors, but will always have the Anise and Sunflower Seed. 

The process has been interesting.  The first batch took forever.  Hand formed hearts that I carefully pressed sunflower seeds into.  I baked them and then once they were cooled, all of the seeds fell off.  I had golfball textured cookies.  That sucked.  Trial and error got me to where I am.  The seeds are mixed in, I use a pan that has heart shapes molded into it and I now weigh my ingredients instead of measuring with cups.  That last part came from being tired of hand washing so many cups and spoons. 

I'm lazy.

Then there was the copyright issues that I was confronted with.  I wanted to use a picture that a professional photographer took 5 years ago...she wanted to charge me $175...I passed...and now my cousin, the graphic artist, is designing the logo for me.  Jennifer Harrity...I love you!

Let's see, finally, I realized that I can't bake and color my hair at the same time.  I'm afraid to see what this mop looks like when it's dry.

Moral to the story:  Do what you love, and you'll be happy.  If you're happy...you're a success.

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